Sunday Best – September 8, 2019

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end.

    – Seneca (or Semisonic)


Last week, I took a long hike with a dear friend, up through a forest that had been consumed by fire a few years back. It was not quite as conventionally pretty as other hikes nearby, with its ghost trees poking up to the sky and the newer undergrowth just beginning to thrive. But it was gorgeous to see all of the layers of life exposed: the scarred elder trees that had persevered through the flames and were puffing out new pinecones, the grey and rotting pieces of those that had collapsed and were resting beneath our feet, the pillars of those that had died but not yet fallen, watching over us.

And all around – still, again – life.

The water gushed down the falls, cold and clear. The woodpecker perched on the top of a ghost tree, cleaning and preening, feather by feather. The saplings stretched toward the sun, fresh and gold-green.

For a long time, I’ve looked forward to beginnings, and sincerely so. The next book, the next season, the next trip are worthy of celebrating, piling more and more opportunities for the richness of life on top of what’s already been experienced.

Another dear friend likes to tell me, “there’s a reason the windshield is larger than the rear view mirror,” and I have taken this motto to heart.

Eager as I am for whatever is to come, I have not been as willing to pause to give thanks for what has passed, for the compost that has been made of all that has come before and the way that its nourishing all that is happening now. This sounds easy enough to do, but it requires also revisiting the pain of what has passed, at least a little. Whether the end of blueberry season or the end of a life, we can’t get at the gratitude without swimming through some sorrow.

Dear friends, this week, as we begin all kinds of new things, let’s pause and look back. Let’s thank all that has come before – the recent and the distant, the creation and the destruction, the joy and the sorrow. All that makes this new moment possible.



    *** In case you missed it, our latest reading list can be found here. ***

Sunday Best – September 1, 2019

It is six years this week since the great Seamus Heaney passed, and it is blackberry season and a holiday weekend in the US. Let’s celebrate with him:


Late August, given heavy rain and sun
For a full week, the blackberries would ripen.
At first, just one, a glossy purple clot
Among others, red, green, hard as a knot.
You ate that first one and its flesh was sweet
Like thickened wine: summer’s blood was in it
Leaving stains upon the tongue and lust for
Picking. Then red ones inked up and that hunger
Sent us out with milk cans, pea tins, jam-pots
Where briars scratched and wet grass bleached our boots.
Round hayfields, cornfields and potato-drills
We trekked and picked until the cans were full,
Until the tinkling bottom had been covered
With green ones, and on top big dark blobs burned
Like a plate of eyes. Our hands were peppered
With thorn pricks, our palms sticky as Bluebeard’s.
We hoarded the fresh berries in the byre.
But when the bath was filled we found a fur,
A rat-grey fungus, glutting on our cache.
The juice was stinking too. Once off the bush
The fruit fermented, the sweet flesh would turn sour.
I always felt like crying. It wasn’t fair
That all the lovely canfuls smelt of rot.
Each year I hoped they’d keep, knew they would not.


Dear ones, whatever we are after today, it will not keep.

Let’s devour the berries, straight from the bush.

Sunday Best – August 25, 2019


On rest.

Rest is the conversation between what we love to do and how we love to be.                                – David Whyte

I saw my first red and gold leaves this week, even as the tomatoes are still leaping off the vines and the splashing is still loud in the lake beyond the woods. The coming turn of season has me thinking about the differences between rest and vacation, and how we jumble the two together sometimes.

Rest can be a minute or a month. It restores us, brings us back to an essential state of clarity and presence.

Vacation, in contrast, can sometimes be the opposite. We might find ourselves rushing for flights, tossing and turning in unfamiliar beds, preoccupied with guidebooks or dinner reservations or who brought the sunscreen. We might catch up on the news or read a poignant novel that plunge us into despair instead of peace.

Whyte continues,

To rest is to give up on worrying and fretting and the sense that there is something wrong with the world unless we are there to put it right…. Rested, we are ready for the world but not held hostage by it, rested we care again for the right things and the right people in the right way.

I’m heading off on a little vacation during these waning days of summer, but more than that, I am heading towards some rest.

Dear friends, whether for a week or an hour or the space of a single breath, in the midst of tumult and busyness and chaos this week, I wish you rest.


 * I’ve just put together our Summer Reading List, which features this new favorite from Whyte, amongst others.  You can find it here. 

Honeybee Summer Reading List 2019


Sunday Best – August 18, 2019


In honor of National Honeybee Day (August 17), here are a few observations I’ve gathered from beekeeping.

  • On Intentionality. Bees don’t need a lot of care – in fact, you can mess things up by bothering them too much, or by rushing around. Each encounter needs to have a simple plan, light enough to be adaptable but clear enough to have a purpose.
  • On Patience. It’s impossible to be a beekeeper (or a parent, or a human) and to think it’s all up to you. Want to harvest honey in the rain? Want the queen to lay more eggs? Want to check on your bees mid-blizzard? It’s not up to you. You have to wait until the time is right.
  • On Serendipity. The great thing about intentionality is that it allows for maximum serendipity. My little niece got to see the queen bee the very first time she saw a hive, because our light-and-easy plan allowed for a whole lotta luck. Leave a little room for luck.
  • On Wonder. Sometimes I think I’ve had a productive week – read a hundred earnings reports, led a dozen meetings, made some important decisions – and then I see that during that same week, the bees have raised 500 new babies, or filled a whole super with honey. Wow. Just wow.
  • On Gratitude. One of my favorite practices is to take an object – a book, a cup, a flower – and spiral outward into all the people and things that had to connect for that object to come into being. With a spoonful of honey, this practice is especially beautiful. A teaspoon of honey is the equivalent of the life’s work of a dozen bees, flying almost a thousand miles and visiting over 30,000 flowers.

Stop. Read that last part again. Close your eyes. Picture it.

Dear friends, let’s take a spoonful of honey today and consider all those bees, all those flights, all those flowers.

Let’s let our gratitude spill over into love.


Sunday Best – August 11, 2019

“Be joyful, though you have considered all the facts.”

     – Wendell Berry 


Some days. Some weeks. Some months… are doozies. This past week alone, reeling from more news of violence – against one another, against our home planet, against ourselves – there was the awfulness of the loss of Toni Morrison, and of a dear friend’s angelic grandmother, accompanied by a comparatively minuscule but powerfully anxiety-producing flock of stocks that seemed to only go down. Way down. My lizard brain was steeped in fear, circling upon itself, hyper-vigilant and waiting for further attack.

But then.

I went to a concert, happily, but it was a school night and so I was thinking of all the other things that needed to get done once the music was over. I am a fan, yet not a very loyal or knowledgeable one, and we were in a formal concert hall that encouraged polite listening, nothing more. For the first part of the performance I was appreciative, in a sort of analytical, far-off way. Then somehow, finally, it all came rushing in. The bass was thumping through our feet and out the tops of our heads, and the band was focused and immensely talented, and the singer was iconic and brave and generous and he was having SO MUCH FUN that we were infected and at long last we all were on our feet, dancing our butts off.

Dear ones, we have buckets of cold water pouring down on us daily. We are often trying to light the fire of our spirits with a single soggy match. So when we feel a little spark, it’s natural that we’d sometimes think, why bother? The next deluge is coming soon. I can take it.

But we are not here only to endure. The rain is coming whether we want it to or not, whether we are ready or not. So when we feel a spark, our job is to not let it fizzle.

We need to fan the flames.

This week, dear friends, let’s not stay seated. Let’s do more than endure.

Let’s dance our butts off.


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